Here i am laying in bed trying to sleep and my mind has wondered to thoughts of you ,mum. I can tout into words what I’m feeling. My emotions are all over the place ! Chloe brought her first car today and i know you would be so so proud to see her growing and taking her first big steps into the world. I know she misses you as do all the girls. Just wish you were here to experience these things with us. This just isn’t fair xxx love you mum , always xxx