To nanny Mary I may not remember you well but I can say I love you even though I don't remember ever meeting you I know I did meet you. And I'm here to wish you a happy birthday.

So it was 3yrs yesterday since we lost you . I’ve not been able to come on here in a while , i think it’s too hard reminding me how long it been since I last spoke to you. Everyone is doing really well , Chloe has grown into a lovely lady and is very happy with Luke (you would like him he’s fab. Faith has a job she loves and is doing so well and Summer has done her exams and now searching for a job bless her ! Ryan and I are good , we ar e going away for our 10th wedding anniversary next week ! You would be so jealous - it’s a gorgeous place ! Wish i could call you and tell you all about it !! I hope you and Nic are having a good old bitch and moan about men and putting the world to rights , you are both loved and missed so so much ! Love you forever and always mum.

Good Morning Mum. It has been a while since typing to you on here, but I still talk to you and about you. Not much has changed withing my family unit. There has been a change in Marc's. You are a GrandMother again. Shame you are not around to meet the not-so-little bundle. All I can hope right now is that you have found Nicole wherever you both are, and are reminiscing over good old times, whilst looking out for all of us loved ones. You both are very much missed. And loved