As time draws closer to us moving from this house you once temporarily lived with us in. It is making me sad. It feels like another goodbye. Like a last tie to you is going. I know it's not, I still have your bracelet. But you were once here with us in this house. And within the next 3-4 weeks we will be leaving it. It's hard. Missing you always

To nanny Mary I may not remember you well but I can say I love you even though I don't remember ever meeting you I know I did meet you. And I'm here to wish you a happy birthday.

So it was 3yrs yesterday since we lost you . I’ve not been able to come on here in a while , i think it’s too hard reminding me how long it been since I last spoke to you. Everyone is doing really well , Chloe has grown into a lovely lady and is very happy with Luke (you would like him he’s fab. Faith has a job she loves and is doing so well and Summer has done her exams and now searching for a job bless her ! Ryan and I are good , we ar e going away for our 10th wedding anniversary next week ! You would be so jealous - it’s a gorgeous place ! Wish i could call you and tell you all about it !! I hope you and Nic are having a good old bitch and moan about men and putting the world to rights , you are both loved and missed so so much ! Love you forever and always mum.